8th May Dear super outdated blog. hahas! Me of the future! Watch the first 4 episodes of Love Rain, staring YooNa and JGS (whatever that stands for). The first 4 episodes are really good(: (: I've got exams in a week. stats exam, but i don't feel compelled to study for it. mehs. 'love means never saying sorry' - man thats deep. i wonder if i'll ever understand something like that ^^ Oh oh ! I've been writing my "story" as well! Not alot though, its only like on the 7th page. and i've been having massive problems trying to translate stuff like msn messenger into chinese as well as stuff like online and etc. I've got like no idea what to write so i ended up with 离线 as offline LOL. not ideal but i guess i'll have to deal with it (: After all, the only ones that will ever read that will probably be me, me, and mayB my son. and i'll allow him to read it right before i die. I don't want him giving me the look after he reads it(: LOL i probably won't want my wife to read it ever, after all, i plan to be totally frank with myself in the story and pen down all my thoughts and feelings(: Its such a nice thought to know that the person i'll end up marrying and spending my whole life with is also breathing and wondering about stuff. Too bad i've got no clues as to the stuff shes thinking about or the things she wants to do(: Nvm, i do trust god have a plan for me and i will trust him wholeheartedly. I've felt happy these few days! I'm not sure why excatly hahas! weird! There isn't a particular reason, nothing has been happening beside me sleeping at 2am and waking up at 1pm. Mans. MayB its just a time of my life where i get to recharge, and get ready for whats up ahead! sigh. i'll try my best to come post here more often! Promise btw my fifa 12 squad is currently De gea, Ramos, Subotic, Hummels, Bale Busquets Wilshere, Erikson Young, Neymar, Ronaldo. And my bench is frightening too! Nani, Walcott, Nesta, okay that is about it LOL . I need more CMs. the 2 CBs are also questionable at times. ah life.

21st April

21st April Good lord. I sprained my right knee. Now i can't walk! I can't even put any weight on it! It was ytd during the SJII (which we lost 1-0) match, i tried to change direction too fast and shift all my bodyweight to my right leg then burst off using my calves. Didn't really go according to plan, no.10 nudge me and my balance was off, caused all my weight to go to my right knee, and pop pop pop. ): Bitter sweet ending to my nationals story :/ well at least i'm very sure even with the back injury, i've managed to outdo myself from last year. Ever since mok vijay ahmed and jaryl left, we've had massive problems with attacking. Coach played me as right mid these few games and i'm very pleased with myself. although there are still a ton of mistakes, like how i can drift in all the way to centre mid to lose the ball, how i can miss a corner completely etc. But i'm also happy that i can take on any wing back, and even if i can't my cross field passes have been not bad =D sian the knee hurts like crazy ): And i'm out for at least one month. I'm like limping. i can't even get to the toilet w/o feeling pain halfway wth. Ah well! Part of the game! Anyway, ytd at the hospital, i'm pretty sure jean marc was really suprised by my father. When dad arrived jean marc started apologising, but all dad did was smile and say its okay, part of the game, he'll be back. LOL =D He then procceded to call mom and tell her i was severly injured and needed to stay in the hospital. I couldn't stop laughing. =D

16 April

Chem exam is tomorrow! Possibly the last chemistry exam i'll ever be taking in my life, seeing how its a prac module next sem and i've got no intentions of doing anything related to chem!

Sheesh i haven't posted in a long time! Hwa Chong!




We lost 3-0 ): I was rather dissapointed, but at the same time, i felt relieved. Its been a long long time, since i had so much fun on the field! Coach allowed me to play as a winger. And i had fun time running at my defender.

Its been some time since i've felt like that - Not worried about being a captain, keeping the morale of the team up, covering for people etc. On friday, I knew I was going up against Arivan- a rival i've never been able to beat. Zhong hao, a player that developed really late and hes now a rather decent player. I wouldn't mind him in my team(: thats not saying hes better than me though :P

I honestly honestly thought I was the best player on the field. I really enjoyed. Drawing fouls, running at defenders, tracking back to defend etc etc.

If after this month i don't get to play another soccer match, i'm sure i'll remember this game for a long time to come (:


After thursday, i'll be a free man! hehe! 忍！　


I'll post after exams! Time to get my beauty sleep (:

Nights world =D

Just returned from Free Cone Day at bens and jerry!

Went with 01! In the first round me kr vivek jr shared some peanut butter thingy. Kr didn't like it 1 bit. I became a "digger" who dug up the chunks of choc for vivek and jr! 2nd round i had some triple caramel.

Man i feel fat. Remember this story?

some guy on the same lvl right now. Chooses not to eat that ice cream. Chooses to stay back to train. etc etc.

One day both of s will be alone on the field, with no where to run. At that time, all the snacks i'v eaten will come back to haunt me etc etc

i feel like shit now. ):

i really think i overdid last training. (@#!()@#! so painful ): 忍！ 别放弃！

1st April

1st April

Hmm, lets blog about the stuff that happened over the last few days!

Lets start with Friday.

Fridayyyy

English test was an absolute horror. The AQ was regarding productivity vs slowing dwn and enjoying life. Siannn. i'm so ding-ed for that.

Then we celebrated Poh's bday! They bought him a guitar. looks very nice. crimson red and he looked like he really liked it(: damn neo. i haven't even got my present yet. ah well xD. jiamin got him these very cute candles that said happy birthday! They were damn nice. MayB i've gotta ask her where she got her candles, i might want to use them someday =D

Training was cool. Coach finally allowed me to train. However i got too carried away and didn't ask him for a break and continuously took corners. I took close to 30 of them at one go. I can't lift up my toess now! It'll be fine soon enough =D

Went home with Nar & Gaya. Wasn't excatly excited about going with the guys to vivo for some reason. Partially cause it takes me an hour to get back home ._. MayB i'll go with them next week. Ah well


Saturday

Open House 2012. omg i wasted 4 hours of my life from 8-12. It was raining so all i did was walk round and round and round and round and round. zz.

KR's water robot didn't work! He looked really upset. :/ honestly i hate it when my friends are upset and I can't do anything. We got him to have lunch with us, i'm guessing that might have helped cher him up that little bit. although i'm not too sure ):

Vivek beat Wang Bo in chinese chess.... Mindblown. As kr says " An indian beating a chinaman in chinese chess ?!" LOL.

I slept from 2->6.30. so tired. Watched football at night. and tada.



sunday

Honestly i've got no idea why we're not at church. I just woke up to realize everyone was still in the house at 1030 and no one woke me up in the morning. I think pops decided not to go today. I'm not sure why though

We're leaving for 舅舅 baby's 满月 celeb at 西湖 restaurant at farrer in 10 mins though!

I'm going to end this here.



x)

28th March

28th March Wednesday 2012

April is coming soon! oh mans! exams are round the corner :/

I started a blog! all over again! I want to pen down every single one of my school days for the remaining of my year 6 life! Theres going to be nothing too personal though! that's somewhere else! (:

- Our match against Meridian Junior College this friday was postponed! I'm not sure why, and i'm not sure if i'm supposed to be happy or sad! I'm really looking forward to playing against them! But my back is still sore thanks to the runs on monday. I believe this will be a regular occurance sadly): I'm just going to have to work around it!

oh yes! today during ACE, Mr Allan showed my college essay to everyone where. Oh god. I suddenly remembered how it felt to be embarassed LOL. siannn. I left before he could talk about it though! I left for class and joined them for a fun mentoring session =D

while we're at it! on monday, the juniors had some form of an argument!

Apparently Gerald(G) was unhappy Seong Kyu(SK) and his rough plays during training and shouted to him halfway through training to stop it. SK reacted by shouting a the top of his voice and it became a shouting match ._.

I believe i'm supposed to deal with this. Well hes not the first anyway. There was Ahmed, Me, Yong Kiat. however, as egoistic as this may sound, i believe all 3 of us had some sort of substance to back ourselves up. Thats the same reason why ahmed could miss all the trainings in the world and still make it into the first team. Same reason why Yong Kiat is in the first 11. Same reason why even though i had major conflicts with coach, i still managed to become captain.

However with SK, i believe he doesn't realize the fact that the only reason he's good is because he has no competitors in his year. Well, no one mayB except Kai Fong and the Kim guy though. Both of which i rate higher than SK. Like what they say "SK is like ahmed, without the skills." damn that got me laughing hahas.

What should i do? Honestly i don't see anything wrong with being rough during training. I personally love it when training matches gets intense. Like when vivek gets fouled by siong gim and react angrily, when i lose a ball to kang raye and i hate it, when yong kiat lets in a soft goal etc. This all causes us to become "angry" and become very serious. This can only raise up the level of training. Yet at the same time, most of us know what happens on the field stays there. Thats why the 4 of us are still good friends =D

I personally believe i should talk to both G and SK. First i need to make it clear to G that as long as the challanges made by SK is within the rules of the game, it should be perfectly fine. Its just another form of preparation against your opponents who probably couldn't care less if you lost a tooth or a leg in a challenge.

Secondly, i need to let SK know that the team isn't built around him. I need him to know that he has a long way to go before he reaches any of our level. His work rate, stamina, speed, decision making, etc etc. All needs work.

As harsh as this may sound, amongst my juniors, the only ones i can see reaching the standards of me/sg/viv/kr or mok/chong/vijay/med/andre or kaywee/mitch is Yu fong, Jun Wei, Shuen, dominique and hashir.

Dom needs to be able to decide faster, take less time on the ball and play with more confidence.

Hashir needs to be fitter and have a better right leg to allow the ball to cover more distance.

Shuen needs to mature- fast.

Jun Wei needs to turn up for more training (:

and yufong is probably already there. Hes a player we acknowledge, on days that he turs up at least. We're not sure if one day we'll see a mad dog running down the left flank tormenting defenders, or him turning up in his PJs and playing a lone striker with no contributions.

Small nic, roy, benji, kaifong, kim, SK, matthew all probably has an outside chance of making it, but that'll take quite alot of effort on their part and i wouldn't excatly put my money on them(:

Anyway, i think i want to sleep soon! I'll write more soon!

Nights!